Probably you were an escape from my uncertain thoughts ..
It channeled every day, when I questioned myself and my decisions.
Were my decisions wrong? Or they just seemed wrong?
It was perplexing! Why did I need everyone's opinion?
Why wasn't I confident ? To say no! Why was it difficult?
The thoughts, ideas, notions, and subliminal desires of how things could have been were all that I thought of.
There were days you gave my thoughts an escape; like you were my personal prison.
A place where no one knew of you, not even you..
You were an object of my affection born from my own desires.
You were my painting, my very own Monalisa.
On days when I felt there was no hope for me, you were my anchor. Holding me, reminding me of my dreams.
Sometimes I wonder what if I remove you from my thoughts what would happen.
Will I lose the only thing that's truly mine - surely you were my object of affection - known only to me.
Or
Will I fall into a reality that will ruin my dream?
In the end, all we have is our uncertain thoughts.
Abby
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